And then you smile at me, and I realize why; without you, I can't breath."

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SOMETIMES...
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Sometimes I get mad at you
Sometimes I get really mad at you
Sometimes I hate you
Sometimes I really, really hate you
Sometimes I wish you would tell me the real reasons why you left
Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish that you would feel what I feel
Sometimes I wish that you knew how I feel
Sometimes I wish that this pain would just go away
Sometimes I wish that there was a way to erase your memory
Sometimes the sun shines
Sometimes the rain pours down
Sometimes I feel happy again
Sometimes I feel like I have died
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I hold back these tears
Sometimes it hurts
Sometimes it really hurts so bad
Sometimes I think I can't live without you
Sometimes I think living will always be without you
Sometimes I think living just sucks
Sometimes I think that I just can't live anymore
Sometimes I want to get in my car and go to you
Sometimes I just want to hold you again
Sometimes I think you are watching me
Sometimes I grab your pictures and hold them at night
Sometimes I put every reminder of you away and bury them behind everything
Sometimes I put every reminder of you further away so that I can't reach it next time
Sometimes I just want to burn it all
Sometimes my heart calls to you
Sometimes I just want to call you
Sometimes I want to hear your voice
Sometimes I just want to see your face
Sometimes I think you wish you never met me
Sometimes I think you regret me
Sometimes I think you never loved me
Sometimes I feel that you hate me
Sometimes I think that I see you
Sometimes I dream of you
Sometimes I hear you calling my name
Sometimes I think you woke me up from my sleep
Sometimes I think that I think too much
Sometimes I think that I loved you too much
Sometimes I need to stop telling myself that you are not coming back
Sometimes I know you never will
Sometimes I just feel you
Sometimes I wish you were here
Sometimes I think you would know what to do
Sometimes I think you don’t know what you have done
Sometimes I just want to quit
Sometimes I think of you for strength
Sometimes I bare too much for you
Sometimes I give more than I should
Sometimes I think I am not good enough
Sometimes I give you the benefit of the doubt
Sometimes I think about what you are doing
Sometimes I think about who you are doing it with
Sometimes I think you think of me
Sometimes I think you don’t think of me at all
Sometimes I think you are out to hurt me
Sometimes I know you are
Sometimes I learn from you
Sometimes I don’t get what you are trying to teach
Sometimes my days go slow
Sometimes my days go really, really slow
Sometimes I think you are glad the days are going by
Sometimes I thank God they are
Sometimes I want to find a new person in my life
Sometimes I think that it is just not going to happen
Sometimes I think you have destroyed my confidence
Sometimes I think I am not good looking at all
Sometimes girls tell me that I am really hot
Sometimes I tell them there is only one person for me
Sometimes I just ignore them
Sometimes I think they are lying to make me feel better
Sometimes there is just no one there
Sometimes it gets lonely without you
Sometimes it doesn't
Sometimes I push friends away
Sometimes I just want to tell someone what has happened to me
Sometimes I just write it all out
Sometimes I write you letters 1000 times a day
Sometimes I just don’t know what to say
Sometimes I just don’t write at all
Sometimes I just want to vanish
Sometimes I just need you
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I smoke too much in a day
Sometimes I drink too much
Sometimes I don't eat
Sometimes I yell out your name
Sometimes I whisper your name
Sometimes I think I am going crazy
Sometimes I wish you would just call
Sometimes I get sick of people asking me for the answers

What I do know is...
You are not here.
You don't care.
You don't have time for me anymore.
You don’t love me anymore.
And I am alone.

You scored as Need A Hug.  You only feel happy when you are not single.  Still when you are not single you have feelings that you are going to get dumped sooner or later.  Try becoming your own lover (not that way) and get to know yourself better before knowing some other guygal. You don't deserve to be lonely.  Things have happened to you and your probably different somehow.  You got to just keep trying.  Once you feel you know who you are, and like who you are, you can look to rectifying the problem.  Some people just have tragedy in their blood, apparently. Its tough, I know.  Smile. Need A Hug 75% SUICIDE 50% Just lonely. 33% Which Lonely Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Guardian Angel.  You were a Guardian Angel!  Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful Guardian Angel who fought off evil and protected humans even the ones who didn't deserve it.  You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them.  Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldn't see you secretly keeping them safe Guardian Angel 89% Angel of Guidance 82% Angel of Hope 57% Angel of Prayer 50% Angel of Good Fortune 43% Angel of Death 21% What Kind Of An Angel Were You Before Your Life On Earth? created with QuizFarm.com