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NEWEST ************************** Monday, Nov. 06, 2006 - 2:52 a.m. ************************** "There are things in this world that make me cry;" "There are things in my head I dare not touch;" "There are reasons why I don’t;" "There are too many questions;" "There are not enough answers;" "There are never enough answers;" "These are just words;" "They
are here for you..."
Newest 5 Entries: My Suicide... (Updated) - Sunday, Jun. 17, 2007 |
QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
Caroline:
"You love with your mind and soul, not your heart." Marisa
Tomei & Christian Slater In Untamed Heart *************************************************************** It was something that when I was younger that I almost aspired
to be able to do. It is the kind of thing that elderly relatives say. "Ooh that boy, he is going to be a real heartbreaker when he grows up". I remember talking to friends about love and wanting to have the power to break someone's heart but of course I wouldn't actually do it but it would be nice to think that I could. Now I'm older, I have done it. Twice. And been on the receiving end more times than I care to remember. And I know it is the worst kind of power in the world. To watch another person crumble before you. To actually see the heartbreak in their eyes. To watch the strongest of people cry in your arms. The first person I did it to was my first love and nothing will ever be as gut-wrenching as my heart broke too in the process. I still remember the time, the place, the smell of her perfume and the sound of our tears. The second hurt my heart less but my head more as the weeks of building up to it numbed me to my pain so I could focus on her and deal with her emotions. I have got the power to make people smile and I have even made people hysterical with laughter but the power to break a heart is one that I would sooner exchange. Please be careful when you choose to break a heart. Who knows??... It just could be mine.
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