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I DON’T WANT TO BE ALONE
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I don't want to be alone.

There I have said it.

I suppose no one does, but it happens.

We find people that we love, we try to love them, and they just will not or cannot give anything back.

When that happens, it hurts.

It is not an outright rejection, it is even worse.

It burns into you, it is like the grim spectre of Death reaching deep into your chest and crushing the life out of your heart.

The pain is something that I would not wish upon my worst enemy, but it is something that I have gone through time and time again and probably will go through again.

In the end, it all boils down to one stupid, but hopelessly unavoidable thing: 'falling in love'.

We cannot choose who we fall in love with

Fate has sorted this out for us.

We have no say in the matter, we have to simply accept the hand it deals us, no matter how bad it may look, and we have to somehow try and make it work.

However, for me, like many others who fall in love, it rarely works, and in cases like this, you just don't want to accept what is happening to you.

You can't imagine a world where what you want most in the world, the one thing that would make your life complete, cannot be yours.

Some people believe that there are people who are just destined to be alone.

Some of them might choose such a path, some of them do not, but they will be alone for the rest of their lives.

I am not sure if I believe this or not, but I hope that it is not true.

If it is the truth, then I guess I am one of those people.

I do not think that anyone wants to be lonely, but it seems as if some of us do not have a choice.