You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost."

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FALLING THROUGH HER FINGERS
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I never want to 'settle' for just something.

I never want to be the one who let go of something just because things got a little more difficult or things required a little bit of effort.

Because I am not sure how valuable a relationship is that can't last through hard times.

LOVE can be hard... LIFE can be hard.

I know that from experience, but sometimes I think people are too eager to let things go because it is the easier thing to do.

I don’t.

Someone once said to me that I always do things the hard way.

I guess that is true.

I do that because I do not want to be the man who wakes up in the morning next to a person that doesn’t hold every ounce of my heart and soul in her hands.

A girl that would kill for me, but I would not kill for her because I would have killed for the girl I was with before her.

What if there really is only one person out there for each of us?

What happens if you let that person go?

So where do I go from here?

I do not know if I am ready to give my heart out to someone again any time soon.

And I really do not know if I ever will be.

I had everything I wanted except for someone who was willing to fight to keep me.

I gave all of myself to her and she let me fall through her fingers.

I guess that is saying something isn’t it.

 

Fae Congratulations! You scored 52!

You're among a really rare kind of persons.  Maybe neutral, really balanced, or just way too timid as to flare with light or be covered by shadows.  You can get attracted to either side, even become amoral, but yet, your vision is unique and necessary for balance, since in your hands is the fabric that puts together the Yin and the Yang.  Some legends say that the Fae were part of the Celestial Courts during Lucifer's Rebellion, but these beings didn't join either the rebels nor the defenders, and when the war was over, they were expulsed from the Glory but not sent to Hell since they we're not really evil but neither really good.  Besides the legends, remember that the power of balance and choice is in your hands.  You can still try to be a demon, an angel, or stay where you are.

 

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Angel/Demon-dots

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The Hermit You scored 40 change, 55 wellbeing, 58 wisdom, and 44 truth

He has mastered all elements of the past key numbers and stands on top of the mountain of attainment.  The snowy peaks is symbolic of his isolation because his wisdom sets him apart from the rest.  In this position, he holds his lantern to light the way for the rest to follow his path to enlightenment, for knowledge is meaningless unless we turn and show others what we have learned.  The lantern light is 2 triangles, one face up and the other face down.  As is above, so below. A triangle only holds 180 degrees, but the combination of 2 triangles equals 360 degrees.  A circle has 360 degrees and is the symbol of the creator, endless. 360 degrees and 180 degrees both vibrate at a number 9, the vibration of this cards. Some Extra Words: Being Introspective Thinking Things Over Focusing Inward Concentrating Less On The Senses Quieting Yourself Looking For Answers Within Needing To Understand Searching Seeking Greater Understanding Looking For Something Wanting The Truth At All Costs Going On A Personal Quest Needing More Desiring A New Direction Receiving/Giving Guidance Going To/Being A Mentor Accepting/Offering Wise Counsel Learning From/Being A Guru Turning To/Being A Trusted Teacher Being Helped/Helping Seeking Solitude Needing To Be Alone Desiring Stillness Withdrawing From The World Experiencing Seclusion Giving Up Distractions Retreating Into A Private World

 

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Change You scored higher than 99% on Wellbeing You scored higher than 99% on Wisdom You scored higher than 99% on Truth

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