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Monday, Apr. 10, 2006 - 2:32 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:

I am Me. 

In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. 

Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. 

I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. 

I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. 

Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. 

However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. 

If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. 

I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. 

I am me, and I am Okay.

-- Virginia Satir

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ABOUT ME
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I am a very genuine and honest person.

If you think I haven't been this way to you, well then you just need to go get some fresh air away from me, and have your brain checked.

I love people who have passion, in life, in love and in their beliefs.

If I say “I love you”, I mean it.

I don’t like conformists, or people that think they’re better or feel the need to put others down because they aren't the same.

I try really hard not to break promises, and if you get a "Promise" from me, that’s pretty much me signing my soul to you, that I will follow through.

I expect others to keep promises, though in that case more often than not they are constantly broken rather then kept.

I believe in people, so I’m let down easily.

I won't change who I am to impress people.

I am not just one thing; I’m many different forms of me.

I will not like you if you are shallow, close minded, ignorant, two faced, a liar, a promise-breaker, selfish, or lacking a personality, or even worse having a fake personality.

If I open up to you, it is a BIG step for me, because that only happens every so often, with very few people, so keep that in mind.

I sometimes dislike people for no reason.

I take first impressions to heart.

It is hard to change my opinion on you once it's been formed, but it's been done before, and I'm sure it can be done again, if you’re up for it.

I am a very open minded, nice person, unless you piss me off.

If I don't like you, I can be a MAJOR fucking prick.

I am still a loner most of the time.

I seem to scare people, if only just a little when I look at them sometimes.

I value true friendships.

I don't know many true people.

If you become one of these people please try not to give up on me or let me down as others have.

I like listening, and attempting to give advice, but I feel people eventually figure out (unfortunately usually too late) what was wrong, and what could have been done.

Usually if I find one extremely agitating flaw in a person, that's it, I can't be attracted to them in that (romantic) way again.

If you bore or agitate me, there’s pretty much nothing more you can do to change that.

I myself have many flaws I'm trying to change/work on.

I have this philosophy; it's called the "I don't care anymore" philosophy.

I have realized that I don't care who hates me.

If people honestly don't like me because I speak my mind, and talk about my feelings, that's bullshit and it is their loss, not mine.

The only person I'm really worried about being true to, is myself.

I think that if people would honestly put themselves in my position, or possibly come to me and collect the information, they would get a better idea of maybe why I do the things I do.

It is all right though, I am happy with myself and the fact that every time someone fucks up with me, I always try to accept their apology and move on (that is if their brave enough to offer one).

I am not that hard to figure out.

I am really just like you....

Stern Intellectual
You scored 54 variable 1, 53 variable 2, 24 variable 3, and 24 variable 4!
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You are the STERN INTELLECTUAL! 

You might like philosophy, art, or history. A book or a news topic would probably interest you more than the mall or the church. 

You have some untraditional thoughts in there and you are not very traditional in most ways. However, you are not that caring or emotional in your philosophies, at times. 

Some people may think you are just one of those strange scientists with weird theories, but you know you are a pretty intelligent person. 

Depending on how though orientated you are, you could do well with the HEAVY PHILOSOPHER or KINDLY INTELLECTUAL, but don't go organizing any activity groups with a bunch of FRIENDLY CONSERVATIVES and MODERN PEOPLE.

 
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 33% on Open mind-Int
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You scored higher than 50% on Loving-Caring
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You scored higher than 50% on Shallow
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You scored higher than 50% on Tradit-Govern
Link: The Who Are You Really Test written by loveeverything on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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