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Friday, Oct. 28, 2005 - 12:50 a.m.
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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"
"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"
"There are reasons why I don’t;"
"There are too many questions;"
"There are not enough answers;"
"There are never enough answers;"
"These are just words;"
"They
are here for you..."
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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
*************************************************************** SUPERMAN:
IT'S NOT EASY Artist: Five For
Fighting *************************************************************** I
can't stand to fly *************************************************************** Lonely and cold is how I feel sometimes. It sometimes feels like there is nowhere to turn and no one who would understand the feelings that I have inside. So I hold them inside of me where they eat at me. I know, however, that soon those feelings will eat me alive and I will no longer be the person who I am today. I ache to stand on top of a mountain with my arms raised to the Heavens. I would close my eyes against the glare of the hot sun, and let the wind carry everything away from me. I wish that the air that I would breathe would slowly heal the pains inside of me. I long to fill my lungs with it and will it to make the deadened parts of me come alive again. It
is not possible, I know. I know the healing must come from within. I know that only I hold the answers for the questions that fill me. Yet, I can feel that warmth on my face. I can feel the cold air rushing against my skin. I can almost even feel the air, which would fill my lungs healing the parts of that have died. When I close my eyes, I can almost feel the blood rushing through my veins, renewing me and making me whole once again. If only it was that simple. If only it was that easy. But it’s not... Difficult My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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"Life
is easier if you dread it only one day at a time"
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird: I'm
more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd: but
don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed: but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away: a way from
me
It's all right: You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy: or anything:
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly
red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me
NEVER EASY
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