What The Hell Do I Know!!!....

Sometimes I forget why I bother existing in this world.

When I look around me, I see nothing but sheep being led to the slaughter, souls being destroyed by vicious shepherds and enough suffering to fill a million masochistic novels.

Even the air I breathe and the food I eat is tainted with the very filth of our planet.

Pollutants and toxins, both physical and mental taint my mind and body threatening to poison my very soul and wither the flower of my heart like a tortured weed.

"Why breathe, why live, why move about at all?" the world cries out in agony.

"Why even bother shuffling around like ants on a tiny dirt ball drifting aimlessly in space."

Everything we do, everything we are is but a cosmic joke, a testament to the futility of our own existence.

We seem to be nothing more than a planet waiting to be destroyed by some meteor or cosmic shower.

Our achievements are nothing but petty tokens placed before an unforgiving Universe.

Baring tooth and nail I hurl myself at time itself, kicking and screaming in a quest to fulfil my destiny.

Because at night as I go to sleep and I hold my beloved close, all that pain, all of that emptiness and heartbreak goes away, filled with a whole new sensation, the intoxicating emotion of love.

Where science makes us feel like insignificant creatures in the universe and religion teaches us we are nothing before God, love teaches us we are worth something.

Love lets us scale the Universe in a single step, love makes our souls immortal, love makes this seemingly pathetic existence worthwhile.

Because long after I am gone, long after this planet has been blasted into dust, long after everything humans have ever known is gone, imprints of us will be left behind.

It is the only way I know that I'm bigger than myself, larger than my own existence.

So every time I get ready to cast aside life, to raise the white flag and surrender before the demons of this world,

I may be destined to be worm food, I may forever stay insignificant in the eyes of the Universe but I will never, ever lose my reason for living, my reason for breathing.

Because the only thing I know that's bigger than everything, is the reason for it and if I forget that, if but for a moment, I will be destroyed inside and out and only then will be that insignificant lump of matter the Universe seeks to turn me into, only then will I have lost my value, my meaning.

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.

You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.

It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure.
Most people are too boring for you.

You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things seriously - but you have a huge problem with commitment if you feel your partner isn't the one.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer hanging out than doing something with friends.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

The Three Question Personality Test

Whenever you or people you know are getting themselves into danger, you can sense it
right away, no matter where you are. It's very helpful, but people don't always
listen and you can't always do something to stop them.

If You Had A 6th Sense, What Would It Be?
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