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Thursday, Aug. 25, 2005 - 12:46 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:

"The things I remember most about being in love, is the joy that lasted for a while, the smiles, the way we held each other, and all the tears I cried for you deceiving me."
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WHY?
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Why must people play with other people’s emotions?

What is to gain from breaking a person’s heart and leaving the shattered pieces lying about?

Is there really any purpose or personal gain from being so hurtful and cruel?

I don’t understand it.

It takes some people quite a bit of time to open themselves up to another person.

It can take a lot to let someone inside.

We have all been burned so bad that we would rather lock our hearts up and throw away the key.

We then meet someone who gives us hope.

We hope that they will be one of the people that will bring us no harm.

We let them inside little by little, until they become the owners of our trust.

A point in time is reached when you realize that they are not the kind of person they claim to be.

You realize that they do not care as deeply as you were led to believe.

You realize that they had no intention whatsoever of ever really knowing you and accepting you unconditionally.

They have played with your heart to the point of breaking it.

It’s shattered remains lie scattered among your feet.

You reach down to pick up the pieces only to find them falling from between your fingertips.

Why?

Why do they do it?

Why do they hurt?

Why do they make a persons hurt so bad that their soul begins to bleed?

Why do they needlessly create a scar upon the heart that will never be forgotten?

Why do they think nothing of crawling inside of you, only to run away?

I don’t understand the people that lead others on.

I don’t understand what can possibly be gained by the selfish act of giving another hope and promise.

I don’t understand the act of giving a person their dreams and reawakening hope within them only to make them dissipate.

I don’t understand why there are people out there in this world who will reach deep inside of a person and rip their hearts out.

The damage that these people do is indescribable.

There are no words to fully express the pain of the realization that someone is not who they have claimed to be, nor are there words to describe the pain of discovering it was all an act.

An act scripted to simply cause hurt and pain.

Do these people ever fully understand and realize what they have done to another?

Do they fully understand that when they needlessly crush another’s heart and soul that they give to them the horrible gift of never wanting to love again?

Doesn’t love mean the same to people anymore?

Is the true meaning of love lost among the general population?

Why must love be used as a weapon to destroy and scar?

Why can’t we mean it when we say, "I love you." ?

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You're Crying Because You've Had To Say Goodbye To
Someone, And Your Heart Has Been Broken Because
Of It. 

You feel like you've been treated
unfairly and you're tired of people telling you
to get over it. It's very hard for you to just
jump into new relationships or friendships
because you're sick of having you're heart
broken. You just want to rewind everything and
start over. And that is why you're crying.

Why Are You Crying?
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