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Tuesday, Aug. 02, 2005 - 1:42 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:

"I know how alone you feel... alone in all that cold blackness... but I'm there in the dark with you, you're not alone... You remember that time, you were pretty drunk, you probably don't remember... the power went out at the old apartment, the one on Orange Street... and we were staring at that one little candle, and I said something really dumb like that candle is me, like every one of us is out there alone in the dark in this life... and you lit another candle and put it beside mine and said "that's me"... and we stared at the two candles, and then we... well, if you remember any of it, I'm sure you remember the next part. There are two candles in the dark. I'm with you. I'll always be with you."
-- Mary Elizabeth Mastrantonio, The Abyss

 

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WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH
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There are times when words seem to fail.

Of all the words in the English language, there just doesn’t seem to be a word or a phrase that fits right now.

It’s frustrating at times to not be able to say what it is that I wish to say.

It’s frustrating to not be able to express my true emotions.

When I write, I find that usually I can express my ideas, thoughts or feelings rather well.

The written word comes so easy for me, but the spoken word does not.

Who am I fooling?

Sometimes the written word does not come easy for me, not when it comes to my own emotions.

Tonight I am frustrated because I cannot convey what is on my mind and in my heart.

It’s maddening to me to not be able to do that.

I can’t do it with speech nor can I do it with the written word.

It’s driving me crazy...

 


YOU DON'T SLEEP. 

It's not because you love life too
much to lay your head down, it's because you
can't or just don't want to. 

Sleep? Who cares,
right? 

In fact, who really cares about
anything? You don't. Maybe you're mad at
someone for something they did, but its
probably more than just one person who has
pissed you off. 

People have probably told you
to get over your issues lots of times, but
that's just because most of them don't understand
how deep some scars can go.

How Do You Sleep?
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  Midnight
Midnight is the time of day (or night, more or
less) that best represents you. 

You have little patience for idiots and probably would
like nothing more than for people to just leave
you alone sometimes. People often see you as
being a very dark and cold person, and you
probably have some inner anger or resentment
towards those who have hurt you in the past.
You are almost always open to unusual ideas and
you like expressing yourself through writing
and/or drawing.

What Time Of Day Best Represents Your Personality?
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