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Thursday, Jun. 30, 2005 - 3:42 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

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"Happy Birthday To Me!! Today is my birthday and since it is I would like to break with tradition and give a gift to someone else who means a lot to me. This is for you Baby Girl."

Damien

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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:

“So often we look at a calendar of days as merely a symbol of the passage of time. We forget why we are on this Earth.

We forget that there is a reason for all of the pain and all of the struggle. We forget that we were put on Earth to learn something.

If everything were perfect in this life, we would never learn anything new. We would not be able to elevate our spirits through the events that happen to us.”

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DO YOU KNOW…
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Do you know how beautiful you are to me?

I think of you as the most beautiful lover, with lips I love to kiss too much,

And flesh I cannot touch enough.

You move instinctively beyond the curve of my asking smile,

Offering yourself on the altar as my vehicle for physical exile.

Here is where you entertain my need to feed.

Where you shed your residue and become my private dance with decadence.

You, spread before me, arms wide, deeper breath, body squirming beneath my fingertips.

You, shining, hard reflecting skin.

Sliding your way through me, extending, vibrating, lifting me from my knees, pulling off veils, uncoiling streams of fire, detaching me from the helix of thought and holding me within Lover's arms.

You gather me to the brink of your spilling gift and deliver me when you submit, through the way you never end, and through the way you begin again.

I catch you in the back of my throat.

Honey viscid and warm delight

I am outside, I am in, I am somewhere I have never and always been

I am deported, I am separate, I am part of, I am received.

I will not miss one drop of milky rain that will cleanse and resurrect my voice.

Liquid you, adhesive to my bones, opens the gates to my million sighs and decorates them with pearly wings that will bring me everything.

Gossamer whipping potions punctuating my incantation

Communion announces my truth.

And truth becomes my wisdom.

I am cast out with those words, dispersed, and then returned

This is the sweetness that sequesters me to the serpentine spiral.

This, the drink that brightens my holy divine and replenishes my strength.

Milky silkiness dissolving on my tongue.

You taste better than any kind of man made freedom.

Do you know your supreme gift is this sanctuary you give?

My beautiful lover, My beloved, My winged one, My revered.

You are the Haven, the sorcereress, the pathway, the messenger, the host, my perfect portal

My Union

You my beautiful lover.

Your Birth date: June 30
Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.

You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.

You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.

You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic. You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller.

Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue.

There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work.

You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.

In 1970 (The Year You Were Born)
Richard Nixon is president of the US

A federal jury finds the "Chicago 7" innocent of conspiring to incite riots during the 1968 Democratic National Convention

The lunar spacecraft Apollo 13 splashes down in the Pacific after near catastrophe

The first Earth Day is marked by millions of Americans participating in anti-pollution demonstrations

At Kent State University, National Guardsmen fire into a crowd killing four student antiwar demonstrators

A powerful earthquake claims 50,000 lives in Peru

18 year olds are given the right to vote in federal elections

Tidal wave driven by cyclone from Bay of Bengal hits East Pakistan, killing hundreds of thousands

An anti-war rally is held at Valley Forge, Pennsylvania, attended by John Kerry, Jane Fonda and Donald Sutherland

Queen Latifah, Mariah Carey, Andre Agassi, Uma Thurman, Jennifer Lopez, and Matt Damon are born

Baltimore Orioles win the World Series

Kansas City Chiefs win Superbowl IV

Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup

Tearjerker Love Story is the top grossing film

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou is published

"The Long and Winding Road" becomes the Beatles' last Number 1 song

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