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Wednesday, Apr. 13, 2005 - 2:30 a.m.
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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"
"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"
"There are reasons why I don’t;"
"There are too many questions;"
"There are not enough answers;"
"There are never enough answers;"
"These are just words;"
"They
are here for you..."
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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
"The
funny thing is, I look back now and smile instead of cry, laugh instead of
scream, remember instead of regret. And for the rest of my days, I will smile
upon these thoughts for I will know that it was not in vain, but in love." *************************************************************** "IF
I SHOW YOU THE TRUTH, I am counting the days till I see you again. It will happen. Someday I know it will. Someday,
someplace, we'll see each other. I should have also counted down how long it had been since you left, but it hurts too bad to go back into time, yet some days I can’t help but travel back. I travel back to when
we cared for each other, when people, time and our own selfish inhibitions did not separate us. I do not have any regrets in my heart, but my mind will not let me forget how I wished I never met you, but then I remember if I had not met you, I would have never known how to be the man I am today. I am caring out of hurt, pain, and strife. I am forgiving out of my sadness yet not quite forgetting, but all in due time I will become anew. As we continue to lead our separate lives, (i.e. you go your way and I will go mine), I cannot help but to wonder,
do you think of me, as I daily think of you? Does your heart fill with sadness as mine does when your name is mentioned? Thoughts of you bring tears of joy to my heart and at the same time tears of sadness and I have to remember to control myself. I must remember that you are not mine; you were never really mine and now never will be mine. I must remember… Your
Theme Song Is; Scars By Papa Roach. Life has
left so many scars inside, that it seems as if
I REMEMBER
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WILL
YOU SHOW ME THE BEAUTY ?
IF
I SHOW YOU THE PAIN,
WILL
YOU SHOW ME THE JOY ?
IF
I SHOW YOU MY SCARS,
WILL
YOU SHOW ME YOURS ???"
you're numb. You're so used to the pain, that
it seems as if nothing really bothers you, but
it does. Depression is a good friend of yours,
but you'll get over it as you have so many
times before. You're the loner because you
don't want to be hurt again...
The Theme Song of Your Life.....
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