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Friday, Apr. 08, 2005 - 3:06 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

Newest 5 Entries:

My Suicide... (Updated) - Sunday, Jun. 17, 2007
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I Give Up... - Monday, Nov. 27, 2006
Questioning My Existence... - Monday, Nov. 20, 2006
Sometimes... - Monday, Nov. 13, 2006

"I've been a bit busy, so I have decided to repost another entry before the weekend."

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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:

 "If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I'd pray to God with all my heart, for yesterday...and you!"

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IF YOU’RE NOT THE ONE
Artist: Daniel Bedingfield
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If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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THE ONE…..
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I've had a new revelation of life that I should share with you. 

It's my new concept of 'THE ONE.'

People are always talking about this magical person that you meet one day who suddenly changes your view of life and love.

For a long time, due largely in part to the media I believed, 'the one' is someone who never hurts you, yells at you, leaves their socks on the floor, or even goes to the bathroom.

It takes a long time to get rid of this romanticized version of reality.. a painfully long time of discarding otherwise good people on a truly fairy-tale-esque basis.

However, this concept that I've discovered is my new definition of 'the one.'

You date many people throughout your life, with varying degrees of success. 

You meet a few people that you connect with enough to date, and an even smaller amount of people that you fall in love with. 

But think of the few people that you told you loved, and how much you cared for them at the time.

You can't imagine a time when that feeling will stop, but eventually it does, and that person just becomes 'another guy' or 'another girl' that you happened to date.

As you get older, you find the list growing long of people you were madly in love with that you WANTED it to work with, but it didn't.

But it only takes one person out of all of them for you to be happy.

In the end, there's one person who DOESN'T get added to the list of failed loves... it's just a person that you happened to make it work with...

...That’s all.

THAT's 'the one.'

 Your Word Is Numb
Your Word Is: Numb. 

You may have felt much before, maybe even too much. But now there is nothing or hardly anything left of the emotions. 

Emotional pain is probably the cause of this, but it's not like you care. To you everything is meaningless, life is without flavour and you wonder when it will end. 

Though you hardly feel sad, you aren't seen happy so often either. Perhaps someday you will be brought back to life.

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