I say fall head over heels. Find someone you love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him?

Forget your head and listen to your heart... run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love --- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived... stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike."

-- Anthony Hopkins In Meet Joe Black

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SOME THINGS I CANNOT HAVE...
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To be craved by another human being and to be wanted.

To know that someone, somewhere, missing me, is aching to touch me, be near me and to breathe in my scent.

To have my voice resonate through their minds, and to have the image of my face before them when they close their eyes at night.

I would like her to experience those things, just as I do.

To give someone the feeling of invincibility.

To give to them the feeling that they can soar to whichever place they wish.

To bring to them a smile when my name passes through their mind.

To give to them the love which I possess in my heart for them.

To have someone writhing in bed, unable to sleep because I am haunting them.

To have someone toss and turn because they need me there.

To have their legs tangled in the sheets and sweat dripping off their smooth skin as the images of me satisfying them fill their mind.

To have them pace the floors at night.

To have them glance out their window and wonder where I am or what I am dreaming about.

To have someone wonder what I look like when I first wake up.

To have someone wonder what my bare feet sound like shuffling across the kitchen floor.

To have someone wonder if I am thinking about them, as they are thinking about me.

I am selfish...or perhaps,

I want some things that I cannot have...

Cuddle And A Kiss On The Forehead.