Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo

I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh

But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I can't go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh

I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I can't go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down
I can't go on not loving you

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head

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FIGHT FOR LOVE
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Is anything in life easy?

I don’t believe so.

In order to feel like we have accomplished something, we need to appreciate the steps it takes to reach the place we wish to be.

If they were easy, would we even care how far we have come and how hard we have worked?

We wouldn’t.

To feel the joy, we must feel the pain.

To feel peace, we must go through turmoil.

I was going to go into a totally different direction with this, but my mind is focused on love at the moment.

Of course, all that I said in the beginning applies to love and relationships.

Does it not?

If love was handed to us on a silver platter, could we really feel the joy of it?

No, we couldn’t.

How could we?

We would have no understanding of joy if we have not struggled to maintain it.

I am not sure why, but I suppose it is because I had bought my nephew an Aladdin colouring book this afternoon

As I was sitting at watching him colour in I started to think about how hard love can be sometimes.

As I stared at the cover of the book, I recalled the movie.

I recalled how Aladdin fought with every ounce of his strength for the woman he loved -- Jasmine.

Yes, I realize it is a cartoon, but it made me think about how hard some people are willing to work to make a relationship work.

To make it work, to want to make it work, takes a strong commitment and a deep level of love.

I mean without that level why would anyone bother?

It would result in a waste of time.

We tend to want to give up when we hit that rough patch.

We tend to want to throw in the towel if there seems to be no hope.

Ahhh... But there is always hope.

There is always something worth fighting for if you are in love and they love you in return.

The rewards are so worth it.

Is it not worth it if it may mean that you may spend the rest of your life with someone that you love and deeply care for?

It is to me.

Maybe I am different.

I am not sure.

I am a fighter.

I always have been and nothing will change that.

I fight in regards to any and all aspects of my life.

I couldn’t imagine being anything else, but a fighter.

I don’t give up easily, especially when it comes to love.

If I feel it in my heart, I am going to do what I can to nurture it, fight for it, even during the worst of times.

I suppose the only time that I give up is when I someone really pushes me away to the point where they really hurt me and disrespects my feelings.

I do not beg.

I’ll walk away and they will not see or hear from me again unless they really want me back in their lives and they apologise.

But anyway, back to the topic.

It puzzles me why some people give up too soon.

How can someone expect to find a lasting love if they choose to walk away from the possibility of finding it?

They end up wandering from partner to partner and never finding what it is they seek.

If you find someone that you have a deep connection with, stick it out, don't walk away.

If you find someone who you fall in love with and they love you in return, hold on to them.

If you find someone that seems to complete you, fight for the relationship.

Don’t give up.

Don’t quit.

There is a solution to every problem.

There is a way around every obstacle.

Problems and obstacles are tests.

These are tests designed to gauge your level of commitment and how much you love someone.

Yes, they do suck.

Yes, they are hard.

I won’t deny that, but the rewards are more than worth it.

Don’t you think?