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I DON’T KNOW YOU ANYMORE
Artist: Savage Garden

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I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I’ll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Springtime in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean

Everyone's got an agenda don't stop
Keep that chin up you'll be all right
Can you believe what a year it's been?
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?

'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I’ve paid the price
I’m still paying for it every day

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell 
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name ?
Has your opinion changed ?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face

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I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT PAST LOVES TODAY
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I’ve been thinking a lot about past loves today and am not sure why.

Let me say this firstly though I am thankful for my past relationships and everything they’ve provided me with: memories, lessons and friends. I am thankful that I still view most of my past loves as good, intelligent, creative and kind people and that with all of them I wish them nothing but the very best in life and am sorry that time or circumstances prevented things from working out between us.

Anyway now that I've said that, on with my entry.

All this rain must be making me feel melancholy and thoughtful. In some ways, I suppose I miss experiencing certain aspects of past relationships. My emotional response to each was incredibly powerful: I loved each of them very deeply and if I could pull certain things from each one and form them into one relationship, that relationship would be perfect.

Let’s see here..

From KR, I would take the tenderness and unconditional acceptance.

I would also take her wide-eyed view of the love we shared together. She was like a child when it came to love. So eager to experience it and give it. The tender way she would pull my face closer and look into my eyes.  I would take her smile.

I would take the way she melted against me after making love and just want to feel the warmth of my body. I would also take her intelligence and imagination.

We stood together one night looking at the stars. The moon had been a full one and it was shining brightly. She told me this story about her and I being two different worlds that collided and scattered the stars. Yes, I know that sounds silly, but it was unbelievably romantic and she almost had me believing it.

She accepted me when I was learning to walk again and when I was in pain from my back, as well. She accepted me looking like something the cat dragged in.

From CM, I would take her sense of humour and her sensitivity.

I would take her innocent way of thinking, as long as it was sprinkled with wisdom and strength. She lacked inner strength and I became the strength for us both. I would take her sense of humour. She was the kind of girl that you just wanted to have sex with because you didn’t know how else to thank her for the way she made you feel. We would play around like two children. I would take her raw, animalistic passion. She was very open to trying new things and sensations.  I would take her laugh as well.

From LC, I would take her wide-eyed optimism and her feeling that everything has a purpose in life. Feelings that I sometimes lack. I would take her drive and her unyielding willpower and spirit to get what she wanted, no matter what.  I would take the closeness we shared, the connection, the belief in the two of us and her just being there when I needed her the most. I would take her crooked smile and the way she tilted her head to the side sometimes when she looked at me when I did something crazy. I would take the way she could soothe me without saying a word. I would take the way her eyes would dance when she would laugh.  I miss all that and more.

There are so many other qualities that I would take from each one and take from a few other people.

I suppose if you take all of those things that I seek and desire, you would have the woman that I dream of having someday.

I don’t believe that there is one person who possesses all of those qualities.

If there is someone like that and you meet up with her, give her my number, will you?

 

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