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Tuesday, Nov. 09, 2004 - 2:19 a.m.
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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"
"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"
"There are reasons why I don’t;"
"There are too many questions;"
"There are not enough answers;"
"There are never enough answers;"
"These are just words;"
"They
are here for you..."
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QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
"Beauty
is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart" ***************************************************************
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We all come equipped with these little boxes inside of our heads. They are mounted inside next to our egos. At first glance, you would think the ego and this little box were one and the same. I suppose, in some ways, they are the same. I know. You are scratching your head wondering what the hell I am talking about. I am talking about your self-esteem, or your distorted view of yourself. This product has never made it through the assembly line unscathed, unfortunately. We receive them in
'as is' condition and in some cases, they remain in that shape until death do us part. It seems that it takes quite a bit of time and energy in the repair process. Some of us do not possess the will to try and fix it. So there it sits, distorting our views and our self-perception. I wish there was a magical way for all of us to see ourselves for the way that we really are. We all have this fucked up notion that we aren’t good enough or pretty enough or sexy enough. I have heard so many comments regarding people’s
'lack of beauty'. I am one of those people and I will readily admit to that. I am probably one of the worse when it comes to that. It makes me sad to see how little people think of themselves. I wish people could see what I see when I look at them. It’s more than just their outer beauty. I
wish they could take a step outside of themselves and look. I wish they could see the sparkle in their eye when they smile, the light that radiates from deep within their soul, the way that they express themselves and how it makes another feel. I am amazed at the people who think so little of themselves. It’s those people, who I find more times than not, to be the most beautiful people that I know. I think it’s their innocence over the beauty they hold within that lends them even more beauty in my eyes. There is something endearing when it comes to someone who had no idea the effect they have on others. How about we all see what others see in us? How about we stop in front of the mirror and tell ourselves that we are beautiful? How about we all start believing what I keep trying to tell you? Within every person, there is beauty. Every single person is beautiful. YOU are beautiful. Whether some idiot rates you a 10 or a 2 here, it doesn’t diminish what you happen to possess. The naive and shallow people believe it’s all about looks. It isn’t. It’s about what is in someone’s heart. It’s about the way they treat other people. It’s about the purity of their soul. It’s about their ability to love and their ability to share themselves unselfishly with people. It’s about the way that they care about other people. So I guess the bottom line is
this... Believe in yourself. Don’t underestimate yourself ever. Believe it.
Feel it. Know it!
BEAUTIFUL
Artist: Christina Aguilera
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[Spoken]
Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
All the other times
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
THE BEAUTY THAT LIES WITHIN
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