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Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 - 1:29 a.m.

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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"

"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"

"There are reasons why I don’t;"

"There are too many questions;"

"There are not enough answers;"

"There are never enough answers;"

"These are just words;"

"They are here for you..."

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"When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice."

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CRYING
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I was talking to a friend today and you know, I couldn't remember when was the last time I cried.

I mean really cried.

Sure I’ve had a few tears running down my face but real crying... no.

If I try to dig into my memories, I probably can't locate any of such experiences in almost year. Perhaps I’ve grown cold and closed.

However, this doesn't imply that I had not been trying to cry.

In fact, I wanted to cry on so many occasions but I just couldn't.  It's like the tears just will not come even though my entire body aches to do so.

Why?

I guess this is what adulthood is about - or rather the adulthood I've learned to oblige.

Hard it is actually, but broken rules ain't a life which everyone will enjoy.

However, in trying to stick to the rules of adulthood, I find that I started to appreciate what I don't have more – one of them being able to cry, unashamedly.

To cry is always harder than to bleed.

If you cry, you're a lot stronger... at least this is what I feel.

For one will only appreciate what one has lost.

And to my friend, you're braver than what you think you are...

You Have " NO TEARS"

You have a strong spirit that is always seeked to lean on.

You never cause the world sorrow and keep striving for what you
want. Good for you!

You are a good friend and nobody ever sees the secret tears that fall
from your eyes. You may be sad, but do not show it until someone can see into your soul. You
may possibly be a deep person and can never be too trusting. It takes a while for people to
know you and your strong personality draws people to lean on you for help.

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