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Monday, Aug. 02, 2004 - 12:52 a.m.
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"There are things in this world that make me cry;"
"There are things in my head I dare not touch;"
"There are reasons why I don’t;"
"There are too many questions;"
"There are not enough answers;"
"There are never enough answers;"
"These are just words;"
"They
are here for you..."
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Sometimes... - Monday, Nov. 13, 2006
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BURN
Artist: Usher Lyrics
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[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta’ do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta’ let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna’ burn for me to say this
But it's comin’ from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna’ work this out
But I don't think you're gonna’ change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there’s so many other things I gotta’ deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta’ let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta’ let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta’ let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin’ ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin’ back
What I gotta’ do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna’ do
Without my BOO
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta’ let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta’ let it burn)
Gotta’ let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta’ let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna’ break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna’ break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta’ let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta’ let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta’ let it burn
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BREAKING UP IS HARD TO DO
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Few people take actual pleasure in breaking up with another person.
It's usually an emotionally draining task, despite your level of involvement.
However, while it can be relatively simple to leave someone you have no feelings for, it can be a much more difficult task to break up with someone that you're still in love with. Sometimes our hearts tell us one thing and our minds say another. Which do you listen to? Which should you listen to?
It always makes me sick to think of the people who run around screaming about how they 'love' a celebrity or some other unknown that they hardly know. That isn't love, that's lust or infatuation or sometimes just hormones.
Love is about knowing someone so intimately that you get over all the faults, not about knowing someone so superficially that you don't KNOW the faults. At the same time though, love is not an emotion that can overthrow all, there's still reality. Some people forget that.
Love will make you do stupid things. Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your hearts have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness, it is not a want, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
However, I believe the root of most evil is the deadly sin of nostalgia. People get so wrapped up in single moments of happiness that they forget about the daily continuous feelings of misery or discontent.
They spend their whole existence trying to recreate some simple feeling of pleasure at the cost of their overall happiness.
Memories fade, but it takes time. Until it happens, you can sometimes fool yourself into thinking that the memories are still part of the present. The past is blurred with what you want the future to be.
It's always so easy to see in hindsight. How you let your memories of the good of a person cloud your emotions into seeing them for something they are not.
My advice to those with a lonely heart.. seek happiness, but look at the present.
Don't you dare fool yourself by 'remembering the time that..' unless you also plan on reliving all the bad, with the good.
Those who are lonely are sure to look the hardest in the past for the recreation of emotions in the present, at the cost of hurting more in the future.
"Romantic love is an illusion. Most of us discover this truth at the end of a love affair or else when the sweet emotions of love lead us into marriage and then turn down their flames we are left with nothing but regrets." It doesn't mean though that you just have to accept to just 'being in love', because it's convenient. Don't except a plain, boring, monotonous, safe love. A love where you wake up 10 years from now and wonder how did you get here?
It is important to remember this as well, "You don’t get to choose you just fall in love and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. And the reason it's so confusing is because it's love.
If love didn't have any challenges what would be the point?".
So what I am saying is break-up with someone for the right reasons. Not being “IN LOVE” with them. You no longer want to share your lives and your heart with them. Your mind shouldn't come into it, only your heart.
'Nuff said.